Lost a friend

So, I lost a friend today. But at the same time, I really didn’t. She hadn’t been a friend to me most of the time I had known her and it’s a testament to how hard I can lie to myself that I ever loved her as a friend to begin with. I tried so hard with her and wanted to keep her in my life so, so much that I allowed her to be cruel and distant with me.

When confronted by a mutual friend she said she hurt me because she was dealing with something bad in her home life, and that justifies her taking it out on me —- and that he should get over it. She seriously said that. Sometimes I think I want to be loved and cared about so bad that I’ll put up with absolutely anything. I just let people use me and I can’t seem to stop. 🙁

2 Comments

  • Kassy

    May 26, 2021 at 12:08 am

    That would have been a difficult situation. But, you are important and do not deserve to be treated badly. I hope that things will improve in the future and you can find people who respect and appreciate your friendship.

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    • Meep

      May 26, 2021 at 12:47 am

      Kassy, I really appreciate your kind words. It’s a hard thing to go through, but I know there are a lot of people who have it worse than I do. I hope you’re right!

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